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Ryder is doing still doing well, although he gave us a scare at home on monday....naughty boy! jk. Monday he had his first Dr visit which went great, but he got a shot...and blood tested for iron level. The blood test came back as expected saying his hemoglobin was low(due to all the blood taken in the NICU, that's why he had 2 blood tranfusions) They take so much for testing he can't produce more fast enough....which is normal for these lil' preemies....anyways, he's pretty anemic, which means we had to double up on his Iron ( poor kid, it makes him gassy! and hurts his belly)

The Scare was later at night, he slept for like 5 hours straight (thanks to his vaccine he got that day mixed with him being anemic), and I had to wake him to eat. After the first couple of sucks he was so weak he had no energy to remember to breathe...so he turned blue real quick....The NICU mom in me knew exactly what to do....stay calm, and quickly stimulate him and try to make him cry....so I did...it was about 20 to 30 seconds of no breathing!! I got him to cry....and went and got Greg and my mom and dad (we are staying with them right now, which is such a blessing!) They gave him a blessing...and I decided to take him to the ER....so we packed him up...and when we got to the ER parking lot, I decided maybe I shouldn't expose him to all the sick people....after all I knew what to do for him if it happened again...I then fed him a bottle in the ER parking lot, figuring if he stopped breathing again, and if I couldn't get him to breathe again, I'd run in with him and get him medical help.



Well what do ya know?! the kid woke up crying for food....he was weak but hungry. So I carefully fed him, and he drank what he needed without turning blue. Then we took him home, and he slept on my chest in a chair, so I knew he was breathing and ok. I took him to the DR Tuesday and Dr Leavitt (who is amazing!) Decided he wanted Ryder on a Apnea monitor...just to see what his breathing, and heart rate are doing...Ryder now has a monitor on and doesn't mind it, and neither do I. I can leave him in his crib, swing, or carseat and not worry about apnea problems.


I'm not going to lie, it scared me a bit...mostly because in the NICU I watched him turn blue, white, gray....so many times! I'd have to walk away watching Dr's, nurses, res. therapists hovering over him trying to get him breathing again. Many of those times I thought he was gone, or not going to make it. Several times when he stopped breathing stimulation didn't work, and his stats quickly dropped lower and lower...so they had to throw oxygen on and pump the bag (basically CPR) So when this incident happened Monday I had flash backs and it was tough.

To all the mom's you'll enjoy this....he has mixed up his nights and days...he's awake ALL night, and sleeps ALL day!!!! My mom says all babies do that during major growth spurt times....and he's def doing that now! ugh.

Thats one major blessing, staying with my mom and dad and Rob....anytime I need a break, I don't even need to ask....they come and take him from me and tell me to sleep. My parents work in an office attached to their house, and just work with him in their arms, or leave him in a swing. ( they are living it up!) In the mornings if I have to take Greg to work at 4 am, 5 am...etc. Rob holds him and loves him. What a blessing! It's been nice. I am grateful.